last sat was our birthday. nothing much. other than tt he was marching in the ndp preview and spending the whole day at kallang. and R can't make it for this social nite tt the OCTs are having on the 18th. how sucky can it get. oh yes, it can get much worse.

some stuff which can't be said out in the open, just yet. his situation is actually worse than he lets on to others. most of the time it's coz he tries to forget and is successful in doing so. he is easily distracted by everyday activities and by them he lives and by living he forgets. wonder why he immerses himself in the virtual world of games so much? to escape the nightmare tt is his life. wonder why he takes so much interest in the lives of others? he has lost interest in his. so maybe u now u understand a little bit more of him.