Dreams about Dreams

my attachment ended on sat night/sun morning. officially it ends today. was interesting being attached to the FRCs (fast response cars). they are good at getting there on time. on receipt of the message from the ops room, within a matter of minutes we can be on the scene. the more interesting cases i attended were my 1st one of the attachment(domestic dispute,spousal violence) where the husbands pants were bloody and he cudn't stop holding onto his nether regions, a runner in his undies gone whacko who kept shouting, singing and praying for jesus christ to love him forever and ever and ever and we cud die together, together, an assault where the victim's eyes were almost swollen shut and blood was dripping from a deep gash above his eyebrow, and finally a domestic dispute which nearly turned violent if not for the presence of 8 police officers. dun think y'all are really interested to know abt these cases, so i've just mentioned them in brief.

dreamt of being in rj yest. she was there as well. and it seemed normal, the way it was before.... Jo was hanging out with us. Jo who din really say much. he was just sitting in between us on the bench, leaning back on the table. as usual. both of us were busy doing something, i dunno wat. she mentioned something abt not being able to study with me. i remember thinking abt my lousy A level results at tt point. dun ask me how come we were still studying in rj after getting back our results. i saw my sec sch classmates, who din go to rj, too. shane, teng jin and 1 or 2 more. so i was kinda surprised. maybe shane is coz he's my oct mate. teng jin's coz he sat next to me in class and was kinda close to him.

then i dreamt abt reflecting upon this dream. abt how she talked to me normally like nothing ever happened, like she din remember any of it. abt how wonderful it felt for it all to be normal between us again. and how come my sec sch classmates were there. they din even study in rj!!

the mind is a wonderful thing. see how it analyzes things, even in our dreams. and the details it remembers, although all were conjured.